Chaos!

There are times in our lives when mind is in total opposition to heart. Your heart wants to believe in something so badly ... its like that thin branch of happiness you are holding onto and in your mind, you believe that if you leave it, everything will be gone. On the contrary, there is the mind, which in its own space is more stronger than the weak heart and the mind has its very own strong say as well. Both the heart and mind is pulling me in the opposite direction right now. My hearts wants to believe something which will make me happy, where as the mind wants me to see the hard facts of actuality. Why doesn't the mind get it that no matter how strong it is or how weak the heart may be, the blood pumping to the whole body is still provided by the heart and no blood means no body, no brain, no mind, no soul ... no me ... I want to listen to my heart and I so want to ... but can I live in a dreamland forever even if I want to ?