Miscellaneous

It has been a long time since I wrote anything on this blog of mine. The reason was nothing actually ... I wasn't that busy ... I wasn't sleeping ... I was here only ... in this world .. but still cudn't manage to write.

Some times I just think ... Life is so short, still I don't know what am I waiting for. I mean the reason of my existence dawn down upon me quite some time back , loud and clear, stll I am further away from that, and know what, I don't know why is that ?!?! ... People like me come in this world and go away the next time I hear about them, yet I assume may be somewhere in my sub conscious that I am still here for some time, right!!?!?! but actually the fear within me is right, I am not here for some time, I can go right this moment, and still I am standing right where I was before.

I think this is a journey which is a constant fight between the right and the wrong, the just and the in-just, the human and the devil. Its all that and that only. There is nothing in between and you just select a path of your choice from the 2 extremes present in front of you. My summary is that yes the right path is hell difficult to stick by to.

Relationships , loaded relationships and unloaded ones, all will enter your life and fade away as their task in finished, the task for which they came into existence in the first place. Loaded relationships will bring in lots of excitement, joy, happines but will kill you the most when they aren't providing you what you want and expect them to. Unloaded ones are just come and go sort, not giving you much but at the same time not taking much from you too.

Quietness

Do you ever feel like keeping quiet for no good reason ? Are there times when you just don't feel like saying anything or everything or nothing even ? Its a strange phenomena .... the mind is ready to do things in the 'normal' way but the heart pushes the mind away , forces it to do things the way it want. The forceful heart makes the mind go numb and the tongue go quiet. People do say , mind is everything, it controls all the stuff that we do or not do , but I believe heart in itself is a powerful organ. It finds different ways to do what it wants and rest of the body concurs.

At times like these , when you are only 'silent'; Ronan keating's voice may tingle your mind chords by those lyrics of his which goes like '' You say it best, when you say nothing at allllllllllllll '' !!! :)

I guess, its good to remain quiet 'at times', but my advice , dont make it a habit as there must be some existences who want to hear you out and even if there aren't , let your own being enjoy the rythm of your voice and not the echo of your muteness.

Energizer

Read it at an other blog and found it so energetic

'Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined.'
-Thoreau

This is what our exixtence should be made of .. I think this should be the ultimate thing !

Good luck everyone for everything :) (thumbs up sign*)

Your Perspective , My Perspective

Through out our days, there are many instances when you are doing nothing other than comparing the royal highness 'Your Perspective' and the other royal highness
'My Perspective'. They are two powerful existences and they know that too. What I think is that they are also an illusion of mind. Some thing we just make up in our minds to keep our selves busy or somthing we just want to rely on when we have nothing better to hold on to. Its funny how the world so circle shaped start seeming so line shaped with just two ends to it , the 2 royal highnesses. Then again many souls enjoy satisfying them selves via small things and there are others who move beyond those lines and see the world in the bigger 'whole' perspective. Its simply a matter of choice ... in which section of souls you wish to belong to.

Its Just One Of Those Days

Today was definitely an off day for me. Pink seemed Grey, White seemed black, Light seemed dark and flowers seemed to be as thorns. Why was it that way is a very good question and deep within I guess I know but why am I so lazy some times ? I don't like it but I cant give up on it so easily as well. Procrastination is the 'in' thingy for me mostly which is quite irritating but arrghh! life as they say is never a bed of roses to begin with.

But the good thing about life is that you never know what it has in stored for you tomorrow. May be I wont be happy the next day or may be it would be the best day of my life... so keeping that optimism , you move forward in life. Things start seeming better and heart starts feeling light. What a mystery life is :) !!

Interesting

"Those who say that only sunshine can bring happiness , have never actually danced in the rain ..."
I read this at the place where I was sitting after leaving from work yesterday. Found the phrase quite deep and connecting to daily life in many ways.
Like when we think that 'Ok, so this is it !! ' , this and this is the 'only' path left .. we are actually dodging ourselves by not exploring out 'another' path. There is always room for the 'another', the alternative which we somehow give up on thinking and spend our time in making out justifications to claim that what we have thought to be the 'only' one is actually the 'only' one.

My first one !!

Asalamualaikum , Hi , Hello , Bonjour and all the other greetings in the world !!!

Know what, few years back this was the last place I thought I would be in, but with the passage of time, I realized that an outlet for whatever you feel & think is so defintely needed in a world so fast as now and for a person like me who uses internet frequently, blogging was definitely the best option. SO here I am , writing my first entry here and pretty excited too :).
There are so many things to pen down , so many things to say , so many emotions to share, and so little time. No, by that time thing , I dont mean anything philosophical but just this that I have to go back home from work right now. Some times I wonder how simpler this life would be if I had no restrictions and no boundaries binding me. If it was just me and my little independent world , what would have my soul felt then, probably ..... emptier.
Ok , so I lost track again , where was I actually ?! ....... yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ..I was about to leave my work place. Hmppphhhh SO I guess this is it for now...
Would log back in a while , till then take care who ever is reading this post and to me I would just say ' my mind ...take rest please ... , you seriously need it' :P !!! hehe ..