Associations

Have you ever noticed how we humans tend to associate things with things in our minds. Like we go to some city and have a bad experience there. We would always associate the bad part with the city and wouldn't want to go there again and give it a second chance. Similarly we have experiences with people and we no matter how much we try to move on, those memories linger on in our minds and we would associate that bad thing with that person somewhere always in our sub conscious no matter how much he/she is good to us afterwards.

There are some relationships though that are so powerful that you not only forgive but also forget the bad things some involved party did to you and move on with a fresh start as if nothing happened in the first place. So yes, we humans have the capability of driving away from associations in our minds but we mostly don't make effective use of it due to the power our mind has over our heart. If we do put the aforementioned capability to work, I am sure we would have new and better experiences in our life in various matters, but yes its difficult to do that, it definitely is.

Then again, 'will power' can take you places, can't it ?

Miscellaneous

It has been a long time since I wrote anything on this blog of mine. The reason was nothing actually ... I wasn't that busy ... I wasn't sleeping ... I was here only ... in this world .. but still cudn't manage to write.

Some times I just think ... Life is so short, still I don't know what am I waiting for. I mean the reason of my existence dawn down upon me quite some time back , loud and clear, stll I am further away from that, and know what, I don't know why is that ?!?! ... People like me come in this world and go away the next time I hear about them, yet I assume may be somewhere in my sub conscious that I am still here for some time, right!!?!?! but actually the fear within me is right, I am not here for some time, I can go right this moment, and still I am standing right where I was before.

I think this is a journey which is a constant fight between the right and the wrong, the just and the in-just, the human and the devil. Its all that and that only. There is nothing in between and you just select a path of your choice from the 2 extremes present in front of you. My summary is that yes the right path is hell difficult to stick by to.

Relationships , loaded relationships and unloaded ones, all will enter your life and fade away as their task in finished, the task for which they came into existence in the first place. Loaded relationships will bring in lots of excitement, joy, happines but will kill you the most when they aren't providing you what you want and expect them to. Unloaded ones are just come and go sort, not giving you much but at the same time not taking much from you too.