Dream

Have you ever gone through a phase where you wish for something to happen so bad that all your senses and thoughts are engulfed in the mist of that desire ? That one desire that fills you up and leaves you empty, all at the same time.

Have you ever felt like you have seen a familiar scene of a similar future, present and past of yours, all at once in one quick blink of the eye ?

Have you ever felt that the day and night have all become same for you, because the moon and sun that separates them are both showing you the same dream over and over again?

Then yes, you have dreamt of what you have desired ...

Phenomena.

I encountered an amazing phenomena a day back. I felt so down on one matter which kept on perturbing me for some while. An inner voice inside me told me to just ask my creator for what I want and so I did. I even kept a time check that if my want doesnt fullfil till a particular moment, I would just stop thinking about everything that confused me and would move on in my existence. Just as the clock was about to strike that moment and as I was about to surrender to the shadow of hopelessness, my want changed to my present. I just coudn't believe it.

Some one far above always has ears on what we say to him. Its just us who get busy and forget our purpose of being.

Chaos!

There are times in our lives when mind is in total opposition to heart. Your heart wants to believe in something so badly ... its like that thin branch of happiness you are holding onto and in your mind, you believe that if you leave it, everything will be gone. On the contrary, there is the mind, which in its own space is more stronger than the weak heart and the mind has its very own strong say as well. Both the heart and mind is pulling me in the opposite direction right now. My hearts wants to believe something which will make me happy, where as the mind wants me to see the hard facts of actuality. Why doesn't the mind get it that no matter how strong it is or how weak the heart may be, the blood pumping to the whole body is still provided by the heart and no blood means no body, no brain, no mind, no soul ... no me ... I want to listen to my heart and I so want to ... but can I live in a dreamland forever even if I want to ?

A new way!

The best way to relax yourself in high anxiety is not to think about problems of life in a serious manner. I have this firm believe now that when ever your blood pressure is rising on any matter, just keep quite and move away from that scene. Give yourself and your circumstances a break, get out of the sad state of dilemmas, take fresh air in and polluted air out.

Sometimes the more you run after life to make it better, the more it runs away from you making itself worst and in turn making you feel the extereme form of worst. Yes, indeed its for your best interest to let go of things at a time like this and leave it to your faith to make it better.

There is no doubt that you have to make efforts in the little play field bestowed upon us by our creator in order to win the game of existence but there are boundaries of efforts beyond which even if you try, the results won't get any better.

I won't get this second again and you won't get this second again either so why are we wasting it thinking about the problems. Why not think about ourselves, yes I mean ourselves because if we really care about out souls, we should think about making ourselves happy. Happiness is the blood for soul, the more you would take it away from your soul, the more your soul will get near to its death. So do you want to kill yourself?!! the decision is yours and yours only ...