Back back but hey, am I really back?

It feels like an eternity since I have penned down my thoughts and I think I did miss it terribly. Well there is no better reason to it other than this that I was just trying to get that person out of me, that person who writes and likes writing.

Sometimes that feeling of not knowing what befalls you, feels good and some times when you see those dangers zooming in, you feel anxious and restless. These days I am turning on to a new page of my life, well not really very new but yes some small changes await me like shadows in the dark. I can't see them clearly but I can sense their existence and that gives me excitement and fear both at the same time. The unpredictability of life makes its much more worth living. This makes me think the same thing which I thought in the morning today that life is so beautiful, so colorful, so vivid. I hope we all get a chance to live to our best as that is the biggest blessing one can yearn for.

Do you know how interesting an organ the brain is? It connects so many small terrains of thoughts and gives you flashbacks of what is stored in your memory in a time span of just a few seconds. My husband saw a train today and smiled. I asked him what did he see? He told me that the train reminded him of a friend he met on the train, then his brain went on thinking about the last time he met that friend, which reminded him of one of the restaurants where they met and that reminded him of the manager of that restaurant and how that manager had cracked a joke, and that joke was the reason behind his smile. Weird no!!? I mean yes, this is our amazing organ at work. Even walking, eating, moving hands everything is guided by what out brain tells our body. Blessed creatures are we! I count this all as blessings from our creator which we of course take for granted many times.

Anyways, I think this is enough of my random thoughts spilling out for one day, I will save the rest of my raving for another time. Have a good night reader!

Winter Rumbling

A lot of times these days, I wonder about the real meaning of life. Why are we here, why are we doing all what are we doing, where is this all going, should I be really doing what am I doing? The whole day, most of us run like crazy after what we think is so important to us but have you ever given it a thought as to what is really important for your existence? Have you ever closed you eyes, taken a deep breath, closed yourself from all inputs of outer world and just listened to what the inner soul is saying? If not then you should and then make the decision on the real purpose of life for yourself. Most of the time we are either living on the expectations of others or we are living for the false wishes the world around develops in us.

With time, you learn how things move forward in life and with time you learn to face the harsh realities of life. Sometimes I think that the childhood days are the most fun days of one's life. There is no tension, no hurries, no worries and most importantly you live in your own little pure world which definitely reflects the best in you :)! Amazing days, aren't they?

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At This Moment....

At this moment, I am not thinking particularly about anything but I do realize that I don't like very crowded metros. I am also not fond of people peeping in to your note book when you are trying to pen down something, even if it is just a feeling that I get, I still don't like it.

I just saw a car being carried away on those tow trucks which pick up cars etc, the ones that are parked on the wrong side of the lane and this car was a bright shiny new one too. The first thought that came to my mind was, at this moment the owner of the car would be so sad, at this moment when I am writing down this note in a satisfactorily good mood. At this moment, there are so many people in the world who are coming in to existence, so many people who are losing the light of life, so many people smiling and so many people shedding away the sadness in their life through tears.

At this moment, we are all part of the big world, sharing the same 'life'..... YET .... living such different stories ..... all at THIS moment ....

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My Humming Thoughts (II)

Some times I think you need to see beyond the person's outer self and peep into his/her heart to see the reality in perspective! This I believe, is definitely one of the ingredients for the recipe of any successful relationship. One cannot 'always' make decisions or pass judgments on what the other party says or do, rather one has to use all his God gifted senses and see the soul within. Trust me, after you have been able to maintain any relationship for some time, you would have gained an insight into human philosophy and developed an ability to see beyond the faces.

Have you ever tried driving in any transport mode in a long tunnel? You see the light at the end of the tunnel, so tempting yet so far away but that light motivates you to move on, drive quickly, it becomes your main reason for going on. That is exactly what I feel for problems and sadness we face in life. Though it seems very dark when you are in it, always remember there is a light at the other end waiting to embrace you with open arms.

My Humming Thoughts - (I)

It feels good to be able to look forward to things and feel the same way you used to some time ago. Some times we loose ourselves in the monotony of life and get so much engulfed in small issues that the big'ness' of nature and the blessing to enjoy it seems to fade away in the distance.

I was telling a friend yesterday that we humans have been blessed with an amazing ability to bounce back from the toughest of situations and move on even though some times we do it with dragging feet but for sure we always come out of those situations from which we never believe we can. Yes, this is the beauty of being a human, so much flexibility wrapped up in a hard cover of rigidity.

I think 'Trust' is one of the basic elements for hope. If you trust on people or things to improve and most importantly if you trust your God's plan for you, you would eventually go on hoping in life. No matter how hard things become, you will always have the candle of hope burning within you.

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Just a small note ....

Being considerably techsavvy, I finally got my own IPad to play with now which makes me quite happy particularly because I can do my two favourite hobbies, that is read and write, any time and any where I want. Not that I could not do them before because a notepad, pencil and books, all are quite easily obtainable products these days but I some how feel more comfortable and definitely less lazier in sharing and posting on a device like this. Generally I really like to share what I feel and see with any writing platform because venting out by any means is good specially for health. It makes you feel light and of course in the process, it makes up priceless memories which you can read later on and once again feel the same way you felt times ago. This is my very first post from my latest acquired technology and I hope I can now post and share more frequently as I would like to.

 

 

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Random 'ness'

Before I get another reason for not starting a piece in my blog, I have quickly opened the editor to compose something, anything that gives me a window to vent out. I need it desperately but the problem is that I am not getting time these days :(

It has been so long since my last post here, and I felt bad and sad about it.

Life is not a smooth journey always, you need to go down, come up again, go down all over and come up yet all over again! I just read this saying on facebook which one of my friends posted and it made me ponder ..

"The struggle you are in today is developing the strength you need for tomorrow, dont give up!"

It made me ponder over the real meaning of life. I totally believe that life for every one on this planet earth is a battle. A battle between who you are and what people want you to be, a battle between what you want and what you get, a battle between reality and illusion. Most importantly its a battle between  choosing right over wrong and believe me that's the ultimate struggle we go through at every second of our lives. At times we make wrong decisions but we have to live up with them because we made them but ofcourse we can always hope for things to get better. Though I do think that 'only' hoping for betterment does not give you positive results because when you are in it, you have to do it, play your cards, take the plunge and just do something or anything to makes things right. Only hope won't do you any good other than keeping you in fantasy land forever. You are the only one who can make things right and yes, hope and determination will be your friends over this course.

I have this feeling that life is just flying these days, I get up and then ..... I go to sleep. The things in the middle of these two ends seem all hazy. Sometimes I want to stop time, don't want to go into future, don't want to think about past but just be in that present. Then I tell myself, you have to go on, you have to start implementing so many dreams and close so many dark tunnels, you have to change what you can and leave what you can't, but for everything to be done, you have to go on ....
and so I do..!