Dwelling into Memories

From time to time, life gets monotonous and then when I get tired of wandering here and there , I explore my memories. The connections, the experiences, the moments, the life all comes back to me and I feel alive. We are blessed to have a mind to record and re-live times that were there and the happiness that they brought. By writing small details of good memories, you can always touch those paths which your mind might have forgotten but the diary didn't. Walking on those paths again might be saddening because they are just a part of your diary now but at the same time, I think, they are strengthening because they give you satisfaction that even if it was for once, you did get the opportunity to experience such joys and they give you hope that Life has the capability to bring much more.

Every single life is special because it was given as a blessing from Allah and though it might seem to us that because we are not Quaid-e-Azam or Helen Keller or Lady Diana, we have achieved nothing special, it is not the case. All the lives in this world are connected with each other, my being might have had a positive impact on A's life and A's life on B's and B's on C's and so goes on the circle of life. That, in turn, makes us all important in our own special way.

From memories to life to philosophies, my mind is drifting off again. I will go now but leave you to wander off in your best memories for at least the next 5 minutes. Re-connect, enjoy and be thankful!!

The Happy Place ?!!

Some times in life, you want to go to a place, where there is only nature, you and God. No other   thing and no one else around you. I think that can be called the happy place sometimes. I have a vision of my happy place, I think you do too? I love sea side so that always has to be an active component of my happy place vision. I like how the waves make a ripple, and how life seems so big and so small when you stand in front of the open sea. It feels like it calls on you, to me at least it does seem so. This idea scares me and makes me wonder too. We are all born to live and die alone. That is the natural instinct, though to survive we need to make contacts but in essence the soul aches for peace with one's ownself and not with the the whole world. Ever wondered why? I wonder that often and again.

Darkness

Has any one of you every wondered about 'Darkness' and how weak yet strong it really is? Once it hovers over you, it even hides your own shadow from you. This fact alone shows how deceiving this darkness element is. It engulfs you in such a suffocating hug that even if you want to go, your senses start giving in. At these times, the only revival remains in the element of faith. The mighty friend that would not let you go even if you try keeping it at bay. The believe that life will pave a way out from you, the believe that you would fight the darkness and win, and the believe that your creator is watching over you will eventually lead you out to light and the pieces of that broken puzzle will eventually fall in place.

The only thing to remember is that these pieces are just completing part of the whole and there are many broken puzzles to fall in to place to see the final picture. The final picture will be promising if you connect the right pieces at the right time so ultimately it is in your hands how you deal with it.

I hope we all are able to build up a fulfilling picture at the end.

Have a good night everyone!

Back back but hey, am I really back?

It feels like an eternity since I have penned down my thoughts and I think I did miss it terribly. Well there is no better reason to it other than this that I was just trying to get that person out of me, that person who writes and likes writing.

Sometimes that feeling of not knowing what befalls you, feels good and some times when you see those dangers zooming in, you feel anxious and restless. These days I am turning on to a new page of my life, well not really very new but yes some small changes await me like shadows in the dark. I can't see them clearly but I can sense their existence and that gives me excitement and fear both at the same time. The unpredictability of life makes its much more worth living. This makes me think the same thing which I thought in the morning today that life is so beautiful, so colorful, so vivid. I hope we all get a chance to live to our best as that is the biggest blessing one can yearn for.

Do you know how interesting an organ the brain is? It connects so many small terrains of thoughts and gives you flashbacks of what is stored in your memory in a time span of just a few seconds. My husband saw a train today and smiled. I asked him what did he see? He told me that the train reminded him of a friend he met on the train, then his brain went on thinking about the last time he met that friend, which reminded him of one of the restaurants where they met and that reminded him of the manager of that restaurant and how that manager had cracked a joke, and that joke was the reason behind his smile. Weird no!!? I mean yes, this is our amazing organ at work. Even walking, eating, moving hands everything is guided by what out brain tells our body. Blessed creatures are we! I count this all as blessings from our creator which we of course take for granted many times.

Anyways, I think this is enough of my random thoughts spilling out for one day, I will save the rest of my raving for another time. Have a good night reader!

Winter Rumbling

A lot of times these days, I wonder about the real meaning of life. Why are we here, why are we doing all what are we doing, where is this all going, should I be really doing what am I doing? The whole day, most of us run like crazy after what we think is so important to us but have you ever given it a thought as to what is really important for your existence? Have you ever closed you eyes, taken a deep breath, closed yourself from all inputs of outer world and just listened to what the inner soul is saying? If not then you should and then make the decision on the real purpose of life for yourself. Most of the time we are either living on the expectations of others or we are living for the false wishes the world around develops in us.

With time, you learn how things move forward in life and with time you learn to face the harsh realities of life. Sometimes I think that the childhood days are the most fun days of one's life. There is no tension, no hurries, no worries and most importantly you live in your own little pure world which definitely reflects the best in you :)! Amazing days, aren't they?

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At This Moment....

At this moment, I am not thinking particularly about anything but I do realize that I don't like very crowded metros. I am also not fond of people peeping in to your note book when you are trying to pen down something, even if it is just a feeling that I get, I still don't like it.

I just saw a car being carried away on those tow trucks which pick up cars etc, the ones that are parked on the wrong side of the lane and this car was a bright shiny new one too. The first thought that came to my mind was, at this moment the owner of the car would be so sad, at this moment when I am writing down this note in a satisfactorily good mood. At this moment, there are so many people in the world who are coming in to existence, so many people who are losing the light of life, so many people smiling and so many people shedding away the sadness in their life through tears.

At this moment, we are all part of the big world, sharing the same 'life'..... YET .... living such different stories ..... all at THIS moment ....

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My Humming Thoughts (II)

Some times I think you need to see beyond the person's outer self and peep into his/her heart to see the reality in perspective! This I believe, is definitely one of the ingredients for the recipe of any successful relationship. One cannot 'always' make decisions or pass judgments on what the other party says or do, rather one has to use all his God gifted senses and see the soul within. Trust me, after you have been able to maintain any relationship for some time, you would have gained an insight into human philosophy and developed an ability to see beyond the faces.

Have you ever tried driving in any transport mode in a long tunnel? You see the light at the end of the tunnel, so tempting yet so far away but that light motivates you to move on, drive quickly, it becomes your main reason for going on. That is exactly what I feel for problems and sadness we face in life. Though it seems very dark when you are in it, always remember there is a light at the other end waiting to embrace you with open arms.